Friday, 25 July 2014

IT'S FINALLY HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WARNING: THIS POST MAY CONTAIN HARDCORE FANGIRL ACTIVITIES. LEAVE THE PAGE WHILE IT'S STILL POSSIBLE.

NOW YOU'RE DOOMED.

OH
MY

GOD.

It's finally here! It's hERE!


THE FIFTY SHADES OF GREY OFFICIAL TRAILER!!!

After years and months and weeks of TORTURE with TEASER TRAILER and STILLS - oh fuck! I can't even!

*fangirls*

Oh my God it's here! I can't even tell you how MUCH I AM EXCITED FOR THIS MOVIE but then we still have to wait SIX MONTHS TWENTY DAYS TWENTY HOURS AND I

CAN'T

W A I T T H A T L O N G.

I swear to God, if I can't GET THE MOVIE RIGHT NOW, tomorrow when I go to my usual cafe I'd be like,

"One Christian Grey with gray tie, please. Oh, and also some red bow on his... you know... masculine area."

So far in the trailer I think they stick to the book pretty good. AND when Christian shows Ana his PLAYROOM! I can't! GOOOOODDDDD HAVE MERCY ON ME!

I was lost at "Mr Grey will see you now."

But apparently, the "now" is six months two weeks six days twenty hours and forty minutes.

THE FANDOM WANTS IT NOW!

And if you're also a Greysessed like me, your reaction would be probably mostly "Oh my God" "Aw fuck" and - most surprisingly - moans.

No I'm just kidding. Of course you're going to moan. It's Mr Grey. What do you expect?

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Thursday, 24 July 2014

ONE BY ONE: Books - Ink Exchange by Melissa Marr


Hey people! It's Thursday, which means it's time for our very first time for OBO: Books series! Not... books series but... book//series... NEVERMIND!

Now I originally planned to talk about the WHOLE SERIES of this book but in the end I choose to pick my favorite which is Ink Exchange.

I know, I knoooww y'all bored already listening to me talking about Ink Exchange and Niall and Irial and Leslie and every other faeries in it but... well... that IS my favorite book after all, probably like, my ALL TIME favorite.

For those of you who don't know, Ink Exchange is the second book of the Wicked Lovely series by Melissa Marr. Although there are five books in the series, the story didn't goes like continuous from the previous book to the next book unlike, let's say, the Divergent series. No. The story still takes place in the same world with same major character and there are also some minor character that becomes a major/main character and every book has different main character with different storyline and problems waiting to be solved. But I suggest you to read each book in order so that you know what's going on and who is who. Those are definitely NOT stand alones, so I guess that's why they are called a book series.

With Ink Exchange, there are three main protagonist: Leslie, a mortal; Niall, a Summer Court faery; and Irial, the Dark Court king.

Leslie is one that the Summer Queen, Aislinn (Ashling, main protagonist from previous book - see, that's why I told you to read the book in their orders!) consider her best friend. However, Aislinn doesn't trust her enough to tell Leslie about the faery world. Unlike her friend, Leslie doesn't have Sight aka the ability to see faeries and through their glamour. So Aislinn told some Summer Court fey to guard her, invisibly, wherever Leslie go. Niall happens to be one of those fey mostly because Aislinn trusts him.

I don't know how it began, I don't know since when, but Niall cares about Leslie. A lot. He cares about her so much it might considered as love, which cannot be closer to the truth. Every time it's his turn to watch on her, he accompanies her everywhere she goes like a friend, unlike other faeries who keep a safe distance. He will talk to her one sidedly - one sidedly, is that even a word? - and keeping himself invisible. But one day, in some art gallery, he finally shows himself up to her, and - finally - talk to each other.

Irial, on the other hand, doesn't care about Leslie - in the beginning. He and Niall do have a history together - one that Niall wants to leave behind but Irial won't let him - but Leslie, to him, was just another mortal. They - Leslie and Irial - first met at a tattoo and piercing shop which owned by Rabbit, a Halfling - half human, half faery - who also happens to be Gabriel's son, and Gabriel is Irial's right hand (there are soooo many character that it's kind of hard not to talk about one character without bring another character although s/he is only a minor character). But what I'm trying to say is, although Leslie is friends with Rabbit, she didn't know that the shop has a strong bound to one of four faery courts.

The main conflict of this book: Leslie.

She wants a tattoo, she wants a meaningful tattoo to her that says freedom - free from fear, hurts, and all those kind of stuff - and Rabbit shows her a book full of his tattoo designs, the ones that will be taken down once someone choose it as their tattoo (I don't know if real tattoo artists have books like Rabbit has, but if yes, it'll be VERY COOL). Irial's tattoo - eyes and wings - attracted her and so she chooses that one. Rabbit asks her if she's really sure on choosing that tattoo because that tattoo will bounds her to Irial (well yeah of course Rabbit doesn't say about the Irial part but he does telling Leslie that it could be bad for her). But the tattoo's calling for Leslie, and Leslie answers the call.

Then Irial gave his blood and tears to Rabbit for him to mix it with the ink so that Leslie is truly connected with Irial. Why Irial needs Leslie, you ask? Well.

The Dark Court is a court where the faeries feed with dark emotions like hate, anger, lust, and pain but only from other faeries. When the Winter Court was the most powerful court, the Dark Court was also strong. But when the new Winter Queen made a deal with Summer King and Queen and so made a truce, the Dark Court grows weaker and weaker every day. If Irial could feed his court with human emotions, it could restore their power. And that's why he needs Leslie.

Like I've said in every other posts where I talk about Ink Exchange (there's probably three or four), the love story didn't go as Irial loves Leslie, Leslie loves Niall, Irial and Niall competes with each other trying to win Leslie. That's not. How it goes.

Irial loves Niall, whatever happened between them, no matter how much Niall tries - and fails - to hate Irial, he still loves Niall. And so is Niall to Irial. Their love maybe not the kind of love with lust, but it's also more than just brother's love. So, yeah, they love each other, no matter how Niall tries do deny it.

Leslie is a newcomer. She is - was - a mortal thus making her weak in a world of faeries. It was Niall's job to protect her, but he fell in love. And Leslie was supposed to be just a tool for Irial, but he also fell in love with her. And Leslie, Leslie loves them both. And, yeah, I know I've said before that I'm a monogamist, but their love towards each other feels so pure I don't even know how to describe it. It's one thing that you have to see - or read - yourself.

And the tattoo!

I've always been attracted to tattoos and piercings since I was, probably in elementary school. And this book only made me liking them even more. Nooo I don't like when tattoos and piercings being overdone nor I like it when the tattoo's starting to fade away but the owner seems to careless about it. Stay classy, don't be trashy. Or was it stay classy keep it trashy? I don't know. POKOKNYA. Since I read this book I'm kind of getting obsessed with tattoos. I've had my ear pierced, two piercings, and planning on getting more. Tattoos? You guys might have already know that I'm allowed to get tattooed only when I'm twenty-one. That's how cool my mom is.

And I actually can't name things that I love about this book. I just know that I love it I love it I love it and I'm probably the worst person EVER to review books. But if you're thinking about whether you should read it or not, here's my recommendation on reading this book:
  1. If you're a person that loves dark stories, this book's for you
  2. Although there are SO MANY characters in this book, they're all written perfectly by Marr and they are memorable (so you don't have to go flipping through the pages again and again trying to remember who is who)
  3. If you love urban fantasy novels, this book's for you
  4. If you want to know more about tattoos, tattoo artists, and the process of making tattoo, you might want to give this book a shot
  5. If you're a fan or Marr, I won't recommend this book for you because you clearly have read it
And the list goes on and on but I won't recommend this book for exactly EVERYONE because I think there is nothing that is made for everyone. So that's how our first book on the OBO series. I hope you like it. :)


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Tuesday, 22 July 2014

Realisation: Just Let That Sinks In

Oh shit.

I

am sixteen.

S I X T E E N.

Do you know what that means? Do you? DO YOU?

That means I'm now closer to the day where I'm going to college and moving away and pay my OWN BILLS and do my OWN CHORES and WORK MY ASS OFF.

OH

FUCK.

Don't get me WRONG! I've always been wanting my VERY OWN HOUSE but NOT LIKE THIS!

Not when I'm going to have to use my money for my living! That's why I have mom! And dads! So that they can give me money! Seriously, people with no parents or live without their parents, HOW'D YOU DO THAT SHIT?

Soon, I no longer can sleep until 12pm in the afternoon. I no longer can sit around doing nothing. I no longer can procrastinate. AND I'M GOING TO LIVE

A L O N E.

WHAT IF SOME SCARY ASS SHIT CREATURES KILL ME IN MY SLEEP NOW THAT NO ONE IS THERE TO KNOW THAT I DIE?

I'M SO NOT READY FOR THAT SHIT.

Monday, 21 July 2014

Monday with Keiten: I Haven't Take Shower Cause I'm Saving Water For Our Child

I think I've always been having issues about loyalty.

Like, in relationship or friendship, just stay loyal. If you don't like them anymore, if you don't want to be with them anymore, talk to them; don't, you know, talk about them behind their back or cheating or some other shit.

Beginning of it? I don't know, probably back then when I was in elementary school. I had this girl I called my best friend (best friends, actually... there were two girls) and I don't exactly remember what happened but it happens to be something that makes me feel really betrayed. Idk maybe she told everyone that I sometimes still pee on my pants and has kittens as 4pm snack.

STILL EATS IT.

Anyway.

I've been reading this series of short story in a website and it's about a long term relationship. There were two couples aaaaannnd they like, cheat on each other. I'm not really sure though if they were really cheating because their partners seem to agree with it. And they also seem to be happy about it!

The story was kind of interesting, I'm kind of sorry that I had to stop reading it because they exchange partners. Is that a good thing or a bad thing? I don't know, you tell me. I think that's a bad thing. Hands down, I'm a monogamist. And also happen to be a selfish person.

But the thing is, the writer probably only writes it because THAT IS WHAT HAPPENS NOWADAYS. Although it's not very common in my school but from what I heard, having a "main" and a "side" is like a very normal thing to do. Well not really very, but people don't really pay attention to those kind of things anymore. And I was like, seriously?

And while I'm typing this, I thought of my friend, Panda - I think I've made a post about us before... when we're skipping class perhaps? - and although she doesn't have a main and a side she does, you know, kind of flirts with other guy when she still has a boyfriend. Although her flirting isn't exactly "flirting" like, she just talks with them and happens to be a good observer so she knows what they do and don't like, it's still kind of flirting. Suuuuuurrreeee she doesn't get all slutty but still.

Okay, I know that's none of my business, but I just can't stop from thinking, "why don't you just leave?"

Like, if you're not happy, God dammit just leave!

And I'm not talking about my friend anymore!

God. Is this whole loyaltylessness has become another new trend or is it just me taking it too seriously?

How hard is it to commit?

...Says the girl who can barely commit to her routine.

Hey you know what? I'm out. I'm going to take shower. Fuck our future children. Bye.

Sunday, 20 July 2014

shadows are kind of scary

my. head. hurts.

this is going to be some random blogging full of complaining probably so if you're not interested LEAVE IMMEDIATELY like RUN FOR YOUR LIFE.

my hear hurts my head hurts my head hurts. i think i have migraine. my left head hurts. that sounds like i have two heads. no. my left side of head hurts. and it's getting worse and worse and worse. like it HURS.

i almost have no energy to type like did you see that typo by there i usually don't make typos while typing even when i'm looking away and when i do make typos i'm b going back and fix it now i just don't care anymore my head hurts.

i've told you this is going to be me complaining.

not that i have never have headaches before and not that i have never have headaches THIS BAD before but it just hiurts so much

i've had headaches worse than this but i don't know. maybe i just miss someone to talk to and my mom is away so yeah i'm talking to you whoever reads this through my blog and if you get so confused with my writing i'm sorry my head hurts

i'm complaining too much

but

just

leave

if

you

don't

want

to

read

me

complaining more

i tried to bag the side that hurts to the wal but it just making everythin gworse

and i have no everny energy to type and correct all my typing and grammatical mistakes so sorry

and there is this shit yelling outside my room watching football football as in soccer i mean

i really do hope i'm going to have my own house soon like very soon

and it's going to have a room that is kedap suara i don't even care anymore to look for what that means in english like i mean kedap suara is you know you can't hear coiver voices i mean from outside and just like in cinemas and studios if you know what i mean

maybe i should go to sleep. this will get better when i wake up. usually that's how it works. but i just always wondering what causes my heacaches headaches because if i have something like tumor in my brain i want to know.

nighty night peeps.

i don't even knw why i'm calling you peeps.

sorry for the eyeache i cause you.